three in the morning productions

soporific demons

Last night, I constantly drifted in and out of consciousness. I clearly remember getting out of bed and then falling down and hitting my head against the side of the bed--but that turned out to be a dream from which I wanted to wake--only I couldn't move. My head wanted to stay on the pillow and I couldn't lift a finger no matter how my mind frantically struggled for control over my body. I remember feeling the same way that I felt the first time I got high and drunk. I had no control over anything. And I was frightened. So desperately desperately frightened.

"Have you ever had a dream, Neo, that you were so sure was real? What if you couldn't wake from that dream?"

09.28.02 - 1:23 p.m.

	soporific demons Last night, I constantly drifted in and out of consciousness. I clearly remember getting out of bed and then falling down and hitting my head against the side of the bed--but that turned out to be a dream from which I wanted to wake--only I couldn't move. My head wanted to stay on the pillow and I couldn't lift a finger no matter how my mind frantically struggled for control over my body. I remember feeling the same way that I felt the first time I got high and drunk. I had no control over anything. And I was frightened. So desperately desperately frightened. "Have you ever had a dream, Neo, that you were so sure was real? What if you couldn't wake from that dream?" 09.28.02 - 1:23 p.m.