three in the morning productions

so long

For a long time after, I always thought about all that could have been so wrong with me... everything about me that made you go away... so it took me too long, to start thinking about all that was so wrong with you.

Those are my thoughts whenever I listen to music from Coldplay. It's like that for me. Some music are attached with certain memories, lingering remnants of hollowed out emotions. A time period from which I have moved on. It shouldn't haunt me anymore, but whenever I listen to the melody--the emotions return to overwhelm. And I hold my breath, and close my eyes... and remember the hurt...

11.28.02 - 3:19 a.m.

	so long For a long time after, I always thought about all that could have been so wrong with me... everything about me that made you go away... so it took me too long, to start thinking about all that was so wrong with you. Those are my thoughts whenever I listen to music from Coldplay. It's like that for me. Some music are attached with certain memories, lingering remnants of hollowed out emotions. A time period from which I have moved on. It shouldn't haunt me anymore, but whenever I listen to the melody--the emotions return to overwhelm. And I hold my breath, and close my eyes... and remember the hurt... 11.28.02 - 3:19 a.m.