three in the morning productions

my name isobel

It's suddenly become awkward to talk to my friends. Maybe it's me, maybe it's them.

Dammit, I want to talk to Bill. Somehow I feel like he's the only one who can see me through this though I'm not sure why. Probably because he's too far away and there's none of the awkwardness involved in having to deal with me every day.

But I've driven everyone away. Isn't that what I was aiming at all along?

Gads, even Chou Chou doesn't want to be around me. Now that's when it gets really depressing. I'm going to go drown myself.
In a book, that is.

12.23.02 - 7:00 p.m.

	my name isobel It's suddenly become awkward to talk to my friends. Maybe it's me, maybe it's them. Dammit, I want to talk to Bill. Somehow I feel like he's the only one who can see me through this though I'm not sure why. Probably because he's too far away and there's none of the awkwardness involved in having to deal with me every day. But I've driven everyone away. Isn't that what I was aiming at all along? Gads, even Chou Chou doesn't want to be around me. Now that's when it gets really depressing. I'm going to go drown myself. In a book, that is. 12.23.02 - 7:00 p.m.