three in the morning productions

fuckit

Okay, I really hate this. I pour out my oh-so-aching heart and I'm called needy and clingy. Is this supposed to happen every time? First, I'm always the one to actually make the call. Second, it's not like I nag him about the first. Third, this will not happen again, because a.) this weekend produced twisted circumstances (that will not happen again) b.) I won't allow it to happen again for fear of being labeled 'needy' and 'clingy.'

I'm getting out of the house because I just don't want to deal with this right now. I hope Jeni calls or something--oh better not say that--that'll be too 'needy' and 'clingy'. WTF? Ahh, Jesus Fucking Christ I'm soooo fucked up right now.

i'll probably delete this entry later.

03.24.03 - 9:12 p.m.

	fuckit Okay, I really hate this. I pour out my oh-so-aching heart and I'm called needy and clingy. Is this supposed to happen every time? First, I'm always the one to actually make the call. Second, it's not like I nag him about the first. Third, this will not happen again, because a.) this weekend produced twisted circumstances (that will not happen again) b.) I won't allow it to happen again for fear of being labeled 'needy' and 'clingy.' I'm getting out of the house because I just don't want to deal with this right now. I hope Jeni calls or something--oh better not say that--that'll be too 'needy' and 'clingy'. WTF? Ahh, Jesus Fucking Christ I'm soooo fucked up right now. i'll probably delete this entry later. 03.24.03 - 9:12 p.m.